Friday night!
January 3rd, 2009Ok you crazy bloggers, I am here again to visit a bit. I am trying so hard to stay connected with my journal this year. It is a great way to let off some steam or reflect on the day…I just don’t seem to be able to stay focused on one thing for very long…I get distracted with a phone call or someone coming in to check in to the hotel then forget to come back and post. I am going to try alot harder this year to focus on certain tasks like this that I have put on the back burner. I go through reading others journals and come across some very beautiful writers…poignant and thoughtful and wonder why I can’t write like they do. I guess it is a gift given them by God. I am still wondering what my gift or talent is. I am not a writer obviously, or a singer…(hubby will attest to that even tho I sing and hum anyways…lol) and I am not a poet or a linguist or a dancer or a scholar…what is it I wonder…that special thing about me that others might find appealling…it eludes me….maybe one day it will pop out of me like a flower hidden beneath the snow. I would love to be able to say that I have done this or done that and it was a blessing to someone. Well, at any rate, it is almost 10 pm and I have spent my evening at work reading others journals and trying to make a signature for my emails, which I did end up completing. I am off to watch 20/20 on abc…you all have a very good night!
big hugs, Grammy Laurie








